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Birthday Man
Those That Attend... And Me Too :)
Me & May
Yesterday went Farmart to celebrate Kuik's Birthday... May, Anna, GJ, Janet, Florence, YL, Kuik and me was there... The food was nice... Haha... We are suppose to treat him for dinner... End up he treat us for dinner... After Dinner i sent 4 of them home while Janet sent YL & GJ. Reach home around 10pm then watch Tv till fell asleep... Haha...
Now jus plan to go UE Square to meet May... Haha... She's with her colleague so i have to drive there to meet her then sent her home after that as she's not driving today... Felt so stress today... Haizzz... Pek Chek also... So have to go out for a thrill... Haha...
Tomolo night already have date le... So i'm waiting for it happily... Cos i meeting someone who makes my life back to normal again... Someone who make me feel happy when around... Thanks for that... Hopefully we can stay this way for long...
Merry Christmas To All!!!
Yesterday after work May, Anna x 2, Lew, Maslia, GJ, Kuik, Brian, Mr Chieng, Bro & Q Family came to my house for a small gathering... After that i went St James with Cass, Daniel, Jing Ming and a few new friends... Was there till abt 2.30am... One lady even vomitted on my friends hand... So er xin loh... Haha...
Anyway someone was missing for this celebration this year... So i felt sad and empty... Was actually quite high when i come back home... I nearly trip down the stairs loh while walking out from the pub... Then how i manage to change into pyjamas and take out my contact lenses i also forget le... This morning got super hang over... Haha...
Then around 12pm Ling sms me to say Good Afternoon... Ling can read my mind now... Haha... Then Kelvin came to fetch Long, Jervois and Me to Josephine & Alvin's house for the christmas party... It's gathering time for us again... Was like nursery loh so many babies... Haha... Everywhere was mummy & daddy... I think the kids also blur le... Then came back around 4pm and head to the furniture shop to get a shoe rack... Guess wat... Christmas gift from daddy... 3 Door shoe rack... Haha... Thanks daddy... So tired now... Going to bed le... Haizzz
Nothing Can Keep Us Apart...
Wilson and Swenson Ice Cream Log Cake
Gifts For Exchange Of The Night...
Last Night Went Ms Lew house for gathering and Gift Exchange... I was suppose to go prayers but end up i didn't went... Sorry for that... Upon reaching Causeway Point we went swenson to pick up the log cake then meet Aina to Lew's place... After leaving our things there, May,Aina, GJ,Kuik & I went to 888 to pack food for the rest... After everything done we head back to Lews place and start the party...
As usual Mr Chieng Bought the most expensive gift... Citigem... This time Ms Lew got it... Then i got the gift Ms Lew bought... It's a nice Towel plus sleeping sandal... Didn't manage to bring the present back as i went out to club so May bring home for me... Thanks for that my dear... Really enjoy ourselves @ Lew's place... 24th will be my house le... We will enjoy too... See you guys...
Sending my condolence to Yuen Ling, Dun be too sad... I understand the pain of losing someone close to you... I came across this pain last march too... Jus treat it that he went on a trip ba... You guys will meet up again one day... I thought that way too to lesser the pain... Cheer up k... You are my disciple so you will be as strong as me to overcome this right...
Anyway Let 31/12/07 Take Away All Our Pain & Start 01/01/08 Afresh...
Isibell & Eunice
My God Son Damien & Darling Boy Jervois
Close Friends...
Yesterday went to Chalet with Long & Darling boy @ Downtown East for a small gathering... We reach there around 9pm. Stay till abt 2am... So tired now... Haha... Daniel ask me abt someone and i told a small lie... Haizzz... Anyway was happy to see all of them as it's been long since we have a gathering le... Cos all promoted ma... Haha
So now total we have 8 kids and one on the way... And please don't ask me about having second one le... Haha... I'm contented with having one lovely kid... Then all of us was discussing whose house to go this coming CNY... End up the date was not fix cos Daniel & i was planning to go oversea... Jeannie is giving birth on the 8th day of CNY... Anyway Jus feel glad that everyone was fine...
Photo Taken On Mummy Florence Birthday
Yesterday Went IMM with dad & mum for shopping... Then bought the present for gift exchange as well... So dun have to purposely go and buy again... After done with all those shopping we went to have sushi for dinner... The food was nice... Haha... But becos on diet ma so didn't have much also... Dad was quite worry abt me on diet cos he says that u mus slim down in a more healthy way hor... I say Yes Pa Pa...
Today pass the birthday Present to Bao bei le... Glad that bao bei like both present... Then someone sent me something for christmas today... Thanks for that... I went to weight this morning and found that i slim down another KG le... Haha... Still have to slim down another 10kg to reach my target... So wish me luck ba...
On the 24th I will be holding one christmas party @ my house... Those that wanna join can sms me to inform k... Then for new year eve... I have date le... Someone ask me to look for him @ Vivo City... Haha... Then for Chinese New Year I planning to go Hong Kong Or Bangkok... Who wanna Join can sms me also...
Picture on Your Left Was Taken on the 16/07/07. Picture on Your Right Was Taken on the 15/12/07... See any different? Purposely wear the same clothing ... Haha...
Feel so bored today... Raining now... Wanted to go out to buy Present for the Gift Exchange held on the 24/12/07 @ office but no mood to go out... Will time really heal the pain? When will all my sadness go and bring back the old Jeslyn? God is fair to everyone... U will not be happy for life and you will not be sad for life too... Maybe i'm not hardworking enough to make my life a better one ba... Maybe i'm a lousy person ba... Alot of maybe... I can't get the answer myself but i somehow manage to get the answer from those ppl around me... All the answer was negative... Haizzz.
Last night went Bugis for dinner with Mum Florence and a few colleagues... After dinner we went to have a drink... Sat down to chat abt alot of things... Then someone suddenly mention abt him... I kept quiet for that moment cos i dun wan anyone to know abt wat had happened... I felt sad and hurt deep inside but i never cry... Cos i know i will get to see him one day...
Thanks Aina for the sms last night... I noe that you gals will be around to accompany me if i need u to... You gals are the best sisters that i got to know... But i have to pass this stage myself... So jus gave me yr moral support k... I jus need time... But how long i dun noe... Now it's also a ? to me...
Today is the day that i might get some of the answers that i have been waiting for the past few days... So now still waiting for the call... I miss him so much... Was wondering how have he been? Doing Fine? Eating Well?
It's going to be weekend soon... So this is the time whereby i miss him even more cos he used to be around to keep me company.... Haizzz now i hate weekend... How many more weekend do i have to be alone before meeting him again? I dun noe... Trying very hard to stay strong...
Even darling boy will console me... Mummy dun cry... I felt touch by that... Now need double more courage to find back the Happy Go Lucky Jeslyn Goh... Give Me Time Dearies...
Been Crying Since Last Friday Till Today...
Like Wat Bao Bei Says... Dun think abt the things that has already happen and cry abt it since nothing can be change now... We should think of wat to do next instead... After work today i went to buy Jervois pampers and wanted to come back myself but dad offer to fetch me and sent me home... Then on the way back he start to nag... But i dun like it when he nag abt someone i love... Haizzz... So i jus say nothing can be done le...
Tomolo i'm going Bugis to celebrate Mum Florence's Birthday... So many things happen and nearly forgotten abt her birthday... So heng loh... Mr Lim remind me... Haha... Thanks for that and Thanks for telling a lie becos of me... I felt so touch ( Feel Like Vomiting)... Hehe...
Then he jus told me that he is flying off on thursday or friday... Once settle down he will give me all the necessary document... Once i got that everything will be done le... Wish Him & Me Luck Ba...
Yesterday went Out to Meet A friend @ around 12.30pm... Reach home around 2pm... Slept till 5pm... Then i received a call from Zxxxxx... He asked me if i got any news for him... I'm already sad enought le... Can't bring myself to make the phone call... Was hoping that he will call me instead... But still i called up his home... Finally got an answer... But it a big blow to me... Can't stop crying...
Then Cass called me around 9pm to ask if i wanna join them for a drink... So i suggest to the place which i'm quite familiar with... Then i saw Jayson & Michael... Again i start to cry... Cos we are consider as a group... Both of them was afraid that i might get drunk so they kept on coming over to ask me to stop drinking... Then i receive sms from someone dear to me... The person noes that i'm feeling down and is already half drunk... Kept on asking me to go home... Even remind me to sms when i reach home...
By the time i wanna go home i'm already consider very high le... Cos walk also abit of problem... But i still manage to get home... Cos someone kept on sending sms to me while i was on cab to prevent me from sleeping... Upon reaching home i sms the person & cass. She actually thought that i lie to her... Haha... Anyway thanks for the company Cass & Daniel... After sometime i will be fine again...Just Let Me Pass This Stage Myself!!!!
Y can't some ppl jus mind their own business?
Please leave me alone and stop asking me funny question!!!
If you think that leaving is a way of solving our problem then leave ba... Since you kept on having those childish thinking wat can i do? I will not talk any further... I already have enough of all these... I'm hurt by all those things that u say and all the things that u do... Spare a thought for me dun always think that u & yr mum r right and my dad & me are wrong.... Is this consider a wrong match???
Last night i received a news that hurt me so badly... But i know it will be over one day... Have to face it bravely now... Then i went zouk with bro for a fashion show... We are consider one of the invited guest loh... haha... Vip... Then someone brought me 3 draft beer... Thanks for that... Didn't really enjoy cos was already feeling so sad this whole week... One blow after another... If my will are not strong i think i'm down le...
Will become a Strong & Happy Jeslyn again... I Promise!!!
Yesterday my blog was not found when i try to read it in the afternoon... So i called up Alson and he check for me when he reach home... Now can view le... Thanks for your great help...
Then today i'm feeling so tired cos i work till 9pm yesterday... So many reports to do loh... Haizzz getting more and more tired with my work and the life that i'm leading now... After 31st Dec 2007 i wan to start a new life... Will look for new job & make some changes to myself... Wish myself all the Best...
Taken With Celest @ Wedding Dinner
Taken With Jayson on Friday B4 Drinking Our Tequila Neat...This week have been busy for me... Cos it's closing week...
Wednesday was a happy day for me which i have been longing for... Hehe... But some sadness in between also lah...
Thursday is a day whereby somehow it's decision making day... And i already make up my mind le... All the best to me!!!
Friday i work till quite late... Cos alot of things to do ma... So i was the last to leave office... Abit scary la but no choice... Haha... After reach home change le then went Bq with stan... So meet Jayson @ his work place... Quite cool loh the place cos they only take in regular customer... So meaning if u dun noe the Management level and above u cannot go in... So it's a place that i feel rather privacy loh...
Saturday I went Wedding Dinner with my family and came home around 11pm... Went out again with Yen & Brenda to Cine Leisure for movie... We watch The Heartbreak Kid... R21 loh... Ever since i pass 21 this is the 1st time i watch it @ cinema... Haha... Actually we dun noe that it R21 until before the show start... lol... The show was quite nice la but the ending like no meaning loh... Then after the show i sent Yen to Tampines before heading home... I reach home abt 6am le... Jus woke up not too long ago... Hehe...